you know what just sucks? when someone you've trusted acts like a complete jerk around you and doesn't have the decency to talk to you even though both of you obviously know that something's up and everybody else is also awkwardly alert to the tension radar.

but nevermind. guys will always be jerks and girls will, therefore, always be paranoid. but hey, i guess since you're not going to say anything, i won't either, and we can both pretend that neither of us exist and as long as we stay out of each other's way everything will be normal and everybody will be happy. cool.

i hope i don't sound too pissed? because i'm not, really. i'm just tired. tired from everything that's been happening these past weeks. it's as if every little thing is out to test my patience, and it's a good thing that i've really been into the whole mind-and-body health drive because i don't think i would be able to take so many trials on normal days.

on a lighter note, today we were lectured by audrey's math tutor- ie madam In This Case. the last time i took count, she said 'In This Case' 23 times in 5 minutes. it's like how debaters say 'ladies and gentlemen' to cover up gaps in their sentences, except this woman not only uses 'in this case' as a noun, adverb and preposition, she also uses it as a substitute for breathing. like she says 'in this case' where you'd expect a normal person to take a breath of air. obsessive compulsive, if i'd say so myself. anyway after lecture everybody was still laughing hysterically about it (everybody being the rest of the lecture group, who discovered this perplexity a rapid THREE whole lectures after it manifested itself) and as i was walking towards the canteen, i saw audrey, waved, and said really loudly, 'In This Case i'm going to the canteen now'. and who would happen to be behind me but the famous lecturer herself! damn, how i always manage to get myself into these situations is beyond me. anyway, of course me and aud took a few long seconds to get over the sheer coincidence (and stupidity) of the greeting. but chunyat later said i needn't have worried about the lecturer realising i was making fun of her, as 'no sane person would be able to say In This Case a few thousand times during a math lecture'. indeed.