math, i am thankful to announce, was a marked improvement from yesterday's chemistry catastrophe. in fact i think i might be able to do better than just scrape a pass, which will be worthy of A Celebration, considering that good math grades have been in short supply ever since i became a gepper and resigned myself to a life of laziness. my dad says that i have a defective brain, because even though i can get full marks for SATS and other useless stuff like that, i have been consistently flunking or nearly-flunking math for the last decade. which is probably a nice way of insinuating that i am not emulating the values of Dilligence and Prudence as my alma mater would have me do, or that i am hopelessly a failure in all things involving calculators and formulae. in fact, i think that's probably the root of it- calculators and formulae. somehow they both hate me, because whenever i try to punch in any values or write out any formulae, it just comes out wrong. how come, i have no idea. like i said, the whole world is in a conspiracy against me.

anyway, i ought to be getting down to bio soon. because i need to put aside 1 hour later for CSI, which currently tops my list of Things Which Complete Me. i know i could probably just record it and watch it after thursday when i'm due to have my life returned to me, but it's just not the same, you know? it's like what your primary school teachers used to tell you about cheating during a test. even though nobody else knows, you know, and that makes all the difference in the world. although really, once you get to j2 cheating is way down there with the list of been-there-done-thats which figure about 0.1 on the guilty conscience scale. but anyway, CSI is different, because if i don't watch it i will absolutely and positively be a lesser person that i am meant to be. even if i watch it the next day it's just not the same and i would keep thinking "damn i should have watched it yesterday" and nothing in the world will make that thought go away. which is why i need to watch it later. ciao!