i am extremely tired. i just spent 2 hours walking around aimlessly in j8 because pravin dearest was supposed to meet me for dinner but stood me up. prav is totally not on my favourite persons list right now. anyway at least j8 has like shops; where there are shops, there is hope. and when i finally concluded that i wasn't waiting any longer, i was starving from lack of dinner but couldn't decide what to eat- you know how it is when you're so hungry that after a while you just don't feel like eating? unfortunately today i felt like eating EVERYTHING i saw which made it hard to actually make up my mind. so i was really glad when my mom called and was like 'just come home'.

so that ended my agony but what lay ahead was a monstrous 30 minute wait for 15-fucking-6 at the j8 bus stop. and then when the bus finally came, i ended up being squashed next to this pervy old man who kept leering at me. i am not imagining things. i kept thinking that if only i had worn my black stilettos, i could have shown his toes the meaning of pain. anyway eventually i managed to get home but, alas, i still had to cook myself a measly bowl of soba and chicken before i starved to death. i feel like such a third world citizen.

not that there's anything wrong with the third world, that is.

i NEED to watch the ending of dangerous liaisons. they played it on channel 5 at midnight on monday but it's a TV mini series so it was supposed to last till 4 am. it's got lots of french country scenes and colourful costumes and scandals so i could actually have stayed up to finish watching it, but i didn't want to have eye bags the next day. so i slept at 3.30, just when it was getting to the interesting part where they found out that valmont had gotten cecille pregnant. i canNOT believe how stupid i am, because now i can't find the show on any P2P network :( not that rupert everett is anything to look at, but i can't stand not knowing what happens! if anyone happens to have the file, i'll be eternally grateful...

oh and the only cool thing that happened today is that i discovered that walker and i got accepted to exactly the same college in durham. which is a huge coincidence because we both applied open. and now i'm thinking that i might actually be able to get over the fact that durham is years from civilisation and away from my pampered little comfort zone if me and walker get to bunk together throughout uni. then we can spend our evenings whining about how much we miss our respective guys and drown our homesickness in chocolate and ice cream and movies with cute lead actors. and that would actually be fun, so hmm.