i am most surely going to die a long and painful death for this but anyway-

last weekend when mark booked out he was complaining about me blogging about him and NS, in particular about how i can't imagine him carrying a rifle and the terminal illness bit. and also the line about how "i'll miss all his stupid comments" because apparently, this insinuates that i do not actually miss him as in him the person. and so i said i'll post that "i miss him because i love him" and he said nah you wouldn't and i said you just wait it's my blog and i'll do exactly what i want with it.

and now, i have 2 days to run and hide!