today the good news is that i'm not sick anymore and have recovered completely from a sore throat and cough without any medication whatsoever. i am invincible! or rather, i was just too lazy to see a doctor and since i have lots of time on my hands, i've just been sitting around till the sore throat cleared up. i guess it does kinda help to eat tons of fruit and veges and drink green tea...

the bad news, however, is that i still have no job. yesterday i looked through practically all the ads in the classified and have concluded that i am Destined For Failure. there was actually this music school near my place that was gonna give me a job as a piano teacher, but it's mostly weekends and the contract will be for 18- 24 months. so obviously that's out. and then there's this job giving out flyers at somerset mrt but i don't think i'll survive. i'm a pussy :( and then there's this modelling agency which told me i was supposed to go for an interview many months ago but i mean it's modelling and it's ME so like HAHA to that. i suppose i could always do relief teaching in school but it's like 65 a day (which is actually pretty good come to think of it since all the rest are like 5-10 an HOUR) and i canNOT believe that i might have to subject myself to school hours again. and like what if i have to actually teach the kids something? i'd be screwed. so no relief teaching for me.

sigh. if only i were smart and/or tall and pretty, all my problems would be solved!