i just reread the previous post and i can see how it came from a moment of excitement :p this is uncharacteristic of me, because i am always calm and composed and in control of my emotions. anyway i left out one even better piece of news- mark got offerred medicine too! and since he's in ocs he'll most probably get to disrupt NS, which means we might even be kinda like classmates again! this beats him being a 9-5 army clerk hands down :D HAHA

omg i'm so childish.

in other news! on friday night i met walker nic and chrees for dinner at swensons, where we talked and laughed so loudly that everyone sitting near us turned to stare. it was highly embarrassing, but then again these are the people whom i've skipped to PE and danced in the canteen with, so it's nothing i wasn't used to. as we were leaning back in big comfy restaurant chairs and laughing away, i realised that i was experiencing what would probably be a rare moment in months to come- the company of my favourite classmates outside the world of school and tests and all things horrible. then we started teasing each other about what we revealed in earlier I Have Never sessions and Bad Tastes and Crushes Who Turned Out To Be Gay, and once again the sentimentality of the moment was lost on pure immaturity. i will miss them when they all fly off to UK in a few months :(

marks' birthday is on thursday which means he'll be stuck in the safti shithole when he turns 19! nobody should have to spend such a momentous occassion in camp. anyway we went for a premature birthday dinner today to celebrate and there was so much food that i was quite very stuffed by the end of it. plus i tasted the cheesiest cheesecake i've ever had in my whole entire life, and considering how i've been on an extended cheesecake crusade, this counts for a lot. i was kinda sad that i wouldn't get to see his reaction to my present, but he managed to pack it into his humongous ocs bag and carry it off to camp. so at least he won't be in a presentless shithole on thursday, which we all know would be a terribly traumatising thing.

lastly, i have a new phone! it's the dark blue razr so now i can finally say that i own a poser phone! i've been eyeing it for a while but since i'm cheapskate i waited till the price dropped to cheapskate level before trading in the useless piece of crap which was my previous phone. i am proud to say that i wasn't even vaguely attracted to the pink version because the colour was DISGUSTINGLY OBIANG and even my sister (who is going through this annoying punk wannabe phase) was able to resist temptation. the problem now is that i have to get used to smsing on a japanese phone now, which is proving to be very trying especially when the damn dictionary works in the most retarded way imagineable. but whatever, at least i have a phone which will fit into the back pocket of tight jeans, and clearly this is any girl's priority ;)