hi girls! :)

i've been really busy lately catching up on school work and filing. recently, i've been dumping all the notes i get from school under my table mat, which leaves me space to work on top of them. unfortunately, my table mat is transparent so everytime i look at it i am reminded that i'm supposed to learn half the body in 3 months, and 'tis no joke man. when i think i've finally learnt the muscles of the lower limb, i realise i've forgotten all of the upper limb, and vice versa; life continues as such.

yesterday i was reading the papers about this girl with muscular atrophy, whose muscles have all wasted away till she cant even lift her head from the bed anymore. yet she's cheerful and candid, which reminded me of something i think i forget too often- you can create your own happiness. shit might happen on a daily basis, but that doesn't lessen the impact of the good things that happen too, and happen more. knowing that so many worse things could happen in place of what we receive, is making me begin to be grateful for the many small pieces of blessings i have.

:) + [insert your own real smiley!]

finally, i hope the haze clears fast. at least my conjunctivitis is lessening, but the bad news is that i think i have iritis which is when your iris gets inflammed and makes you see things blurry at times. otherwise, i might be going blind. oh well.