lately there has been a lot of tension and uncertainty, and through the thoughts and dreams of those around me i am beginning to see a perspective which i should have long ago, but have always closed my eyes to. i am surprised at how naturally it has come to me, that suddenly i would wake up and see my priorities fall into position, each where i always knew they should be, but never truly believed so.

i guess it's true- the faults we see in others are reflections of the things which we yearn to change in ourselves. it's easy to point out the right path, but wisdom alone is not morality. so many times i know i am a hypocrite, yet i have not the strength to act otherwise. and i feel bad, but what can i do? it is too difficult, and too inconvenient.

God has a plan for every one of us, although His plan might not be what we want or expect it to be.

i lapse all too often, but every once in a while someone or something happens to remind me that everything happens for a reason, and we all have a purpose to fulfil with our lives. and when there is no justice, no success, and no consolation, what else can you believe but that?