today has been the nicest day so far in a string of grouchyfied days. the grouchyness has been mostly because activating mugger mode comes with complementary activation of mugger temperament, which presents as mild tantrums, pettiness, bitchiness, and wanting my way always. is there a person on this earth who hates studying more than me??? i'm convinced i was not built for such purposes.

anyway today started off with ponning school, waking up late and then (soon after breakfast) having lunch at sushi tei. maybe jap food helps restore hormonal levels in angry girls, but whatever it is i'm positive that it has a calming effect on me. unless of course the jap food is kimchi ramen or something else which also ascends behind the pores in your face and makes your pimples pop right out.

in the afternoon i had a short nap (ok so maybe i was a BIT too calm) followed by one of the best jogs ever in my life. the evening weather was perfect, and i felt strong and amazingly peaceful as the wind blew against me. i haven't felt so healthy in a damn long time; in fact, i've just not been at my best ever since i started uni. hmm perhaps this also has to do with the fact that i was listening to my "happy song" playlist on my ipod, instead of "angry music", which is my usual accompaniment when i work out.

i think it's time i reorganise my life around things which make me feel peaceful, instead of things which make me unduly anxious and unsettled.

later on, i discovered that my mom had been to carrefour and bought so many things that the entire pantry was filled to the brim with junk food. looks like she's really having a bout of loneliness-induced depression, now that my sister is at camp and my dad is on a business trip. oh well, at least she won't be depressed on an empty stomach =p

so, the day was quite a good one! the only shitty thing to happen was that i realised that the ONLY TOPIC i've finished studying for physio is NOT BEING TESTED. i felt like killing myself when i heard that! but then i also learnt that the clinical that i ponned yesterday was cancelled, and my group only found out after they had reached ttsh. haha! so i guess there is some fairness after all.