hi friends, i'm in trouble. since lunch, and i mean after lunch and not before, i've been having a RAVENOUS appetite. it's not like the usual mealtime hunger thing, it's like the my-stomach-is-spontaneously-digesting-itself kind of hunger. the eat-every-damn-thing-you-can-find kind of hunger. and so, i have been doing just that. i've been eating practically every edible thing within reach, including a jumbo packet of ovaltine biscuits, a quarter loaf of bread, ovaltine 3-in-1s, HALF a TIN of those stupid danish butter cookies (christmas edition!) and another half a tub of pineapple cookies that are like as big as my fist. i kid you not. AND I'M STILL HUNGRY!!! omg, it's as if i awoke from hibernation and haven't eaten in months! and after dinner, i only became MORE hungry, and continued binging compulsively. it's as if all the pent-up stress and anxiety have caused my gastric glands to suddenly hypersecrete acid continuously, and as a result i just have to keep eating and eating and eating. seriously, it's like affecting my life cos i can't even concentrate on anything without thinking about what i can eat next. i have become an eating machine!!!

i sms-ed mark worriedly that i might be dying or going into acute shock, but he seems to think that dying people tend not to eat a lot. he says i might have worms in my stomach! gross!!!! will i start shitting out little tapeworm eggs too??? or maybe all my fantasies of living a life of laziness and indulgence are being granted, and i'm morphing into a pig! will i be a pink pig (like babe) or one of those fat ugly black boars??? i don't want to be a big pig!!! :( :( :(

oh, and in other news, i watched stardust with mark on monday. i love it!!! it's so nice!!!!! tristan is so cute!!! especially when he starts wearing all those 'manly' clothes and starts fighting to save yvaine and all. and omg the star is so cool! but i think clare danes was SUCH a turnoff. they should have like given her a mask or something, although her voice was not bad for the part. clare danes is ruining the reputation of stars throughout the universe! i'm so jealous :P i wish i could be a star too! and glow! heee

and lastly, i'm sick :( plus, i'm injured. i pulled a tendon in my right knee and right ankle doing this stupid gymstick workout during pilates. and bruised my left knee walking into 2 tables on sunday. i think i need to be less clumsy. my mom says that if i want to 'walk fast', i need to 'think more', but i dunno what that's supposed to mean. i blame all this on my poor psychomotor skills! maybe a part of my brain was retarded since birth. that would mean i have no chance of ever living a normal, clutz-free life :( am i destined to spend the rest of my life walking into tables??? i hope not!