as predicted, i am now OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT. i've just been through the shitload of things which i still need to do, and it seems that it is just physically impossible to finish everything by the CAs. and that's considering i almost completely forgo sleep for the next 2 weeks. i am so so so f---ing screwed. my [miserable] life is over. i am going to die. argh! kill me!
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